Hello again,
It has been a couple of months since my last post. I have not been able to really blog cause I have been pretty busy, but I have been writing. Nothing has really changed since the last time I have blogged. I am still unemployed, however now it seems like I am losing everything. I have no income coming in and now my phone is off, insurance needs to be paid and the storage unit of course. I wish I had my phone back cause I like to stay in communication with my prop team and it's so hard without a phone. I would like to be able to keep my insurance and all that jazz. I feel like I am hanging on by a thread and that thread is about to break. I know that sound bad and down, but I am not down or sad. I have hope that things will change and I believe there is something great out there for me.
I went to morning prayer today and it was the breakfast and it was nice after the little drama that went down. I got a gift from a woman who has been praying for me all year. I really appreciate it and I know her prayers has kept me going. I also saw a new agency this week and the guy thinks I can be placed rather quickly. I am happy about that. My skills are above average and that is awesome. That has boosted my confidence up a little. After all of this I still wonder where is my miracle. I can really use one right now. I keep wondering if it is me that is stopping it. I need stuff paid for and I know God can do all things and I see all these people with their miracles and I am really happy for them. I know my God is no respector of man, so what He has done for someone else can be done for me. I love my God and I trust Him. I am trying to be patient because His timing is perfect. I just need some stuff to start happening soon cause that thread is really coming apart.
So today (Sunday) a friend got some good new on his health. He was not happy yesterday cause the Dr. gave him some bad news, but I tried to encourage him and remind him that NOTHING is bigger than our God!! Then today the Dr. called and said they made a mistake on reading the results, so it was better than what they said. It made me so happy to hear that cause God is so good. It was a little glimpse of hope for me. I know God is going to do that miracle for me. It is a taylor made Miracle for me!!! I can't wait for it. I hope tomorrow is the day!!!
