I am not quite sure what to really name this blog. I figure as I type this blog I will figure out the name.
So it is a new year and I am still in the same boat as the last year. The new part of the year is that my car was broke and down a few days and I missed it. I had to rent a car and that wasn't fun at all, even though it was a cool car. I missed Aux jack which I know it is not important in the grand scheme of things. Anyway, it just seems like here we go again. The stuff another year. I know it is suppose to get better, but it just seems like things are getting not so good and continue to be on the bad side. I would really like the good stuff to start happening. I am not sure how much longer I can go like this. This is not fun and I really need things to start changing for the better. Is it me? Am I doing something wrong? Is it something I am not doing? I feel like I am not good enough anymore. I feel like the reason no one will hire me is because I am not a good employee or they think I am not a good person. I am to the point that I just pretty much suck at everything. Shoot I am 32 and I am back home with the parents with no sign of moving out anytime soon. I feel like such a bad person. I feel like a mooch. Then of course I am getting the same stuff being said about me by my own family. I am a hard worker and when I am working on something, I put my all into it. I guess that doesn't matter anymore. I guess all my hard work and putting all my energy into things doesn't mean anything. I am not sure what I am really good for anymore. It just seems like I am just a loser. Maybe that is exactly what it is. Call me Loser from now on. That sounds pretty darn accurate. Well that is all I think I can say. Sorry to be such a debbie downer if you read this.
